Someone once told me this "Good people attracts good people". Its true. In the process of changing, I kept getting lucky and I started being friends with good people. People who knows about second chances. Of course theres one or two that have the crazy and wild aura. But hey, who am I to judge. I'm good friends with them as long as I dont go back to my old ways. I once said that I loved somebody. I was blinded by his sweet words. I thought he will be the last person to hurt me. But he did. Badly actually. Yeah, knowing those kinds of people give me no good. Its great that I broke up with him. I really did. And here I was saying I wont be in a relationship for a while but right now Im in a happy relationship with a guy I've known since I was 13.
Yeah, long isnt it. But in truth we trully became close this year. Just a few months actually knowing more deeply about each other. We were on constant avoindence when we were in highschool. Lol. Cuz he thinks Im perverted while I think hes tooo nerdy and always surrounded by bitches who thinks highly of themselves. Bitch please, hes my man now! It was funny how we started talking to each other. In truth my twin liked him first. When that happens, the twin code will start. When one twin likes and started to know well about a particular guy, the other twin will backs off whether they like him too or not. Thats the twin code. The thing is , I like him as well. But oh well, what can I do when my twin have a major crush on him. But then, when I said that Im going to that freaking hell hole of university, he started to approach me through facebook.
And coincedencely, he was best friends with my once-best-friend. Awkward yeah. So when I meet with my
sister who were in the same university as them, we planned a meet up. Then my friend suddenly ditched us. It was awkward but it was a nice unofficial date. I didnt know he have a girl that time. But yeah. few months ago he said they broke up after 3 fucking years. YAYYY! He didnt chat with me for a while until he suddenly akwardly texted me in wechat saying he had a dream of me. A wet dream. Who's the pervert now huh! HAHHA. I kinda complained that he suddenly cut of ties with me and he as usual deny it. Hahaha. Since then we started to have this weird relationship and seriouslyyyyyyy I had to give him some hints to actually asks me out. Well he still didnt catch it but eventually he did managed to ask me out properly.
That night actually made me happy. Hes different once we're together. And luckily that time he's almost finished with his finals and hes having semester break. Its onely been a while but hes very devoted. He sends me home once. I regretted not having him meet my grandma. My cousins were thereeeeee. I couldnt torture his mind. Yet. Lol. But I will, insyaallah. He had lunches with me when ever I have classes for the whole day. He spends his time with me. It was great. We went for an official date once, and it was the best date I have. My first date with a boyfriend actually. This time, I know that I made the right choice. I just know. This is the guy that I can actually tell my parents. The guy that I can let my whole family meets. The guy that I know I have future with. A bright future.
Alhamdullilah I was given a chance to date this great guy. A guy that can actually lead me both in life and religion. I just hope that we will last long. I really do hope cuz I realy like this guy for a loooong time. I've always liked him. Just not his surounding. Im just waiting for the momment when my brother knows bout him cuz his brother was my brother's bestfriend in highschool. What a karma! But a good one actually. A reallly good one. This is the kind of relationship I've wanted. Its a dream come true to date a guy you thought of never ever gonna happen. But it did. So yeah, now I hold down to those words.
