Its only been a month and we broke up. I thought you were the one for me. But i guess you didnt think so. It may take a while for me to forget you. I know its mainly my fault. Im heartless. Im empty. Sorry. But thats who I am. I cant change that. I dont think I can. I dont really like you being submissive to me. I want someone to dominate me. And maybe you didnt open up enough for me. I think I wanted to let you do what you want and understand you makes you think Im empty. Sorry.
But I want a clean break up. You made me the happiest this past month. I will cherish those memories. I really will. And for the promises. I really do meant it when you said someday, you want to marry me. I believed that we had some connections and mutual feelings. I guess you have little faith in me. Im not fragile. You dont have to worry bout hurting me. I wont get hurt. People hurt my feelings a lot. In order to not feel hurt and move on, I just listen, kept quiet, toughen up myself and be a heartless person. Thats the only way to stop hurting myself.
So the result, I trully did became empty. Im just an empty shell. Im still working on my attitude. But its okay. Like you said, perhaps I will find another man. A better one. Perhaps. And just maybe then I'll be ready for another relationship. I will still focus on my studies and I will, Inshaallah open a pet shop or an animal shelter. I will! And I really do wish you a happy life and hope you'll find a girl who is less heartless and not just an empty shell of a person. I wish you well.
