Sometimes people think they can be friends even after a break-up. Its impossible. No matter how clean a break-up was, its impossible for the two unfortunate souls to be friends again. Why? Cuz there will always somebody have lingering feelings. I mean seriously, people became a couple because they love each other and make memories together. But when they broke up, its because of misunderstanding, jelousy or one of the other is just a douche. But they would be lying if they say they can stand each other being friends after a break-up.
To me, I can't. I can't force myself to be nice to someone who once I hold dearly in my heart although they're just there for only a short while. But I treasure every each of them. Truthfully most of my break-ups, I was dumped. Most people won't believe that I got dumped. They thought I cold-heartedly dumped the guys cuz of my appereance or they way I roll. The turth is, I'm a little bit like a guy. I need space. I want time to play my games, watch the series I followed, watch movies I've downloaded and time to READ! Yes, I'm a nerd. I like to read. Well, mostly manga and fanfictions. Ain't got time for novels bitches. I need to read something quick to go.
Cuz I'm a freaking busy person. With a course like mine, theres no rest. And I'm just in my second semester. Theres a lot of work and I need time of my own. And sometimes, it bugs me when a guy need to get permission to go somewhere or just for a jog. Dude, I ain't you master. Well, if you insist, I can be your master. Well of course I won't treat you like a human. I'll let you be my pet. Hows that, hmm? I mean, I understand you man. You're a guy, so you want space, you want your own time, and play games. If I can understand that, why can't you understand me? Some people was amazed cuz I'm a game freak but once they know me, they don't really like how much time I spent playing games.
Hey, if guys can play games for hours, why can't I? Truthfully, I hate it that the guys that I went out with thought I'm a heartless girl. Like I have no feelings. Bitch, I have feelings, I just don't know how to express it or talk bout it. Thats why I have a blog. Everytime I write something on my blog, although theres so many emotions in it, I'm writting them with such a poker face with no expression. But people can't see your heart, can they? So they don't know that my heart pound so hard everytime I wrote something sooo emotional.
I mean guys, please understand girls. I know we are hard to predict or anything but don't be so naive and think you can be friends even after a break-up. It questions your motives. It questions why the fuck did you even break-up in the first place. What do you think the girl felt when you talk about other girls? Hmm? I didn't quite catch that. Ouh yeah? You dont know? Well of course, you ain't a girl. So yeah guys. Please rethink of what you said to a girl and think again. Was it right? What do you think she felt? Think again okay. I have nothing against guys actually, but having a pussy sucks. We have too many emotions. We think a lot. I mean, a lot! We think about everything. Even the smallest thing. But we treasure every little sweet thing done for us. And we keep it forever lock in our memory box.
