Hello my little bunny sweet tooth bloggie~ Its been a while, bunny! I miss writting my blog. like seriously. I have not touch my laptop for a while now. I think its been a month since I last post any entries. -sigh- Life is hard. Like seriously. Its hard. After Eidh, I realy do thought that its going to be better for me. I mean I realy do, honest. But it wasnt. It became more harder than ever. Sometimes I just had a strong feeling to cut myself. But then I think again, it aint worth it. No matter how hard it was.
The things happened sooo fast that I myself couldnt handle it. Well, thx to someone. Thanks KAMAL! I mean seriously! Why you even do that man?! It aint cool. You just made someone become worser and worser than ever. You think you can change me? Well, let me tell you honey. It aint easy to change me and just left me like that. What the fuck did you mean by "My work is done here" ????!! Seriously. WHAT THE FUCK! I changed because of you. I became better because I chose to be the best for you. But then, I guess you got tired of me eh? Well, you could've said it earlier about your true intentions.
When I first insisted you to leave me, what did you say huh?! I practically begged you to leave me cuz i was afraid of hurting you. But you're the one end up hurting me. So much of a gentlemen you are. Yeah, you realy dont deserve me. When I love/like somebody, I mean trullyyyy love them, I tend to be loyal and give my all for him. Yeah, I know you're a hot stuff and all. Im sure you can get a girls with a blink of an eye and a smirk, there'll be a line of girls wanting to date you. Well, FUCK YOU!!!! How I wish you find a girl who have the same rotten attitude like you.
