Today, I finnaly had the courage to actually ask her to be my girlfriend. I mean, all this time, I declared her as mine but I never actually ask her out. And today, I suddenly gain courage. And thank gawd, she accept me as long as shes my only girlfriend. Dude, Of course! You're my one and only girl. You are to blame for my becoming bi, honey. I was realy afraid that you've moved on or something cuz you sometimes talked bout other people, girls or boys.And I kinda rejected you at first cuz I was afraid to bring you to the wrong path. But I got jealous especially to girls. You're mine alone. ALONE!
When you ask me why you. Theres a lot of reasons why its you. Ever since I first met you, I was lovestrucked. It suddenly hit me. And you attracted me in one or other way around. The way you talk, smile and laugh just amazed. Even the way you move amaze me. You are my everything. At first when I arrived in KSA, every boys were talking bout me and aida and suddenly I heard some guys compared you and me. I was so damn curious of who the hell you are. And then I met you.
No matter what you claim to be or how different you are from people or from your-supposed-attitude, you still look perfect to me. You are everything to me and when you said you're into rock and metal, stuff like that, I totally fell in love with you. And dude, because of your new obsession towards Mcfly, you fuckingly made me feel fucking jelous of my twin. Come on! I cant beat her when it comes to Mcfly. She's the biggest fan! I dont have time to listen to all of their songs. Yeah, I know they fucking hot but still. I still love metal more.
Although I know their songs and fucking awesome but sometimes its toooo slow for me to work on anything. I listen to rock and metal while doing work. So ya know what I mean? lol. But you're still perfect to me. Im in love with you. Im soo glad I was there for you during your hardest time. I was soo glad I actually had the time to make a blog for you. I was sooo glad you actually like me! And Im soo sorry that I rejected you at first cuz I myself was unsure of my feelings.
And now both of us were very sure of our feelings but didnt have the guts to say anything, and now, I do. I love you and I am soo glad that you accepted my proposal! I love you so much that you understand of my obsessions towards guys. Dude, I appreciate a man's body! HAHAH. I love you and thats that! But you will always be my only girl. I have no intentions to have any bi relationship with any other girls. You're my one and only. No matter how many guys I'm seeing or guys I loved, I still have you in my heart. You have a special place in my heart.
