Its been long since I last wrote anything. I remembered the purpose of this blog, it was my diary. This was my escape from reality. Something to talk to about my problems, my life, events, my fear and my happiness. Thats the good part, but the bad part was, I became anti-social and have difficulities to talk about my problems to people including my sisters. So they know my life events from my blog. And thats bad. But I've started to talk to them more and kind of abandoned this blog.
Starting to write again cause someone asked me to write about that person here. Hehe. Yeah. Imagine when you decided to give up on your love life, someone just magically appeared in front of you, it made me scared. Is this real? Is this the reality? Or just some joke or imagination? It took me awhile to actually understand these feelings I'm having. I remembered when I forced myself to love someone. When I said Im in love, its all a lie. Its more like a caring feeling and just fancy. Not love. I have never fallen in love completely with anyone until recently.
Its not the perfect love story you may think it is. Its hard, but its worth fighting for. And for once in my life, someone showed me what love is. Someone showed me how wonderful it is to just fall completely for someone. And yes, I do believe that I've complete fallen in love with that special someone. Our reunion wasnt as nice as it would seem to people.
I dont really want to talk about our situation before. But its all good now and we are together now. And I want this. For me, this is worth fighting for. For once in my life, I felt true love. Some may say I'm being sappy and ridiculous, but thats just how I felt. And I dont care about what people say about us or anything. It is my life and I control it, not you. No, you're not invited into our relationship. So please, let us be.
